Still figuring out how to stay like this forever, just cruising around and knowing that we will never go our separate ways <3
Urghhh.
I have so much to worry about at the moment. I’m right in the middle of my exams, and trying to face the fact that I don’t have a clue with what I want to do with my life anymore. I have severe issues with my lifestyle. I have a mental clash of morals. It has taken me 17 years to become best friends with my mum and we both need the support of each other right now as we try and deal with a hurricane personality. I miss my old friends and my old life. I miss my freedom, and yet I have so much more than I did before. I’m fed up with demanding and manipulative friends when I have been there for them through EVERYTHING. Why should I put up with you treating me like that?! You do it to everyone but I’m not putting up with your shit any longer. I’m lost.
And then there is my best friend. I may not see her as much as I want but that doesn’t mean I don’t support her any less. As long as I’ve known her she’s had a tough time in life, and the past few years have been the hardest for her. And yet throughout it all she’s been my rock. It didn’t matter what she was facing, if I had even the teeniest of problems she would go out of her way to sit me down and sort out the facts and reassure me. I’m not the most mentally stable of people and there are few who know the inner workings of my mind, but she never judges, never criticises and never manipulates. She may have made some mistakes but DONT WE ALL? I know I have. So those of you who say that she will dissappoint me and use me?
I think your wrong.
I’ve never loved someone more in my life, she’s more than my best friend; she’s my sister, my partner in crime, my alibi, my support, my lifelong soulmate and so much more. She’s been there for me through everything and never asked for anything in return.
The least I can do to try and repay her is stick by her throughout everything, and that’s what I’m doing and always will.
So I’ve finally had my say. And now you know why I picked her side and always will. It’s not about what I think is right and what my opinion is, it’s the fact that we’re closer than anything you will ever have.
You say you love your friends more? I’m not going to argue with you, but if I have ever known someone to treat their friends worse, it’s you. And that is my personal opinion, influenced by no one.
I feel sorry for you because you don’t have what I have.
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